Only a matter of time

I'm happy to say that I FINALLY got on accutane! Last week was a bit of a whirlwind, but we made it happen. I don't even feel like going in to all the details because it has worn me out so much, but the bottom line is that last thursday I started taking it. Now it's only a matter of time before my acne woes are over for good! Of course, I'm going to have to go through more problems I'm sure before the month is over because I have to do everything again in order to get my prescription filled for next month, but that's for another blog (only if necessary though!) . As for side-effects, nothing so far though people have already asked me if I feel sad... Hmm... I know it can possibly make me depressed, but would it really happen in only four days?? Doubtful. I've also heard that it's supposed to make me all dried out, and so far I haven't noticed anything out of the ordinary - my lips are a little dry, but that's kinda normal for me. So far, so good, and so happy:o)

In keeping with the title of the blog, but not as happy as the previous paragraph, I'm sensing a bit of probable-break-up-behaviour coming out of Nick. This past week has been very strange. According to him he's just not feeling himself, and it's making him crabby and irritable. He said that it's nothing I've done, but I have to wonder if he's telling the whole truth and nothing but the truth. So far I've had no reason to doubt anything he says, but for some reason I just can't totally believe him this time. I guess part of that is my skepticism from being crapped on in the past, but this all just seems eerily familiar to me. At this point, I'm bracing myself for a break-up... Hopefully I'm wrong, but only time will tell.